where are you?
somehow i feel like i'm losing my best friend. since last night the only thing she can seem to talk about is phil. and it just sucks because i feel like i'm being pushed out of the scene. as if i'm no longer apart of anything. i feel really unwanted everywhere. i just don't know what to do. i go home in about a week. maybe i shouldn't move? i don't know. i just need something or someone to help me be happy.