Aug 12, 2007 23:25
i completely forgot i had this thing.
so, 12:25am August 12th. Summer 2007, post high school graduation, prefreshman year of college.
that's a little too much WOW for me to handle all at once
i find it crazy that i haven't touched this journal since jan/feb and this entry is about to be a complete
recap of my last one that got me the slightest bit emotional.
so i'm sitting here checkin out my facebook and looking where everyone is going to college
'JMU, VT, GMU, ODU, CNU, W&M, VCU, ECU'
and all night at work all i could do was talk to Sam(fellow starbucks partner who's a second year at UVA)
I bugged him with questions alllll night .
i even learned the song!!!!!!! the UVA SONG!
i guess i could say i'm pretty upset with myself that i got a 2.6gpa in highschool and took all of those AP courses for nothing.
precious time wasted. ..for what? TCC. i'm going to TCC in the fall. as a cover-up for my slackerness i would gloat about
how silly it was to go to a four-year college when it was for one, cheaper to go to TCC, and two easier to get good grades.
it dawned on me tonight, that i'm not going to feel at all accomplished at TCC.
it's kind of a slap in the face to go to my friends' houses and sit on the couch while they show me their new fridges, trash cans to match their shower curtains AND towels, and giant bulk boxes of tampons that 'll last them til senior year.
not even kind of a slap in the face, it's more like a broken nose! ugh
i want to buy a new lap top for when i go away to school!
so the past two hours, i've been on the UVA website searching for hints/tips/how to's etc. you name it
i'm getting into that school. im going to work my freakin butt off at TCC. i will get into UVA. i want to be one of the ELITE!
UVA doesn't play beer pong. UVA plays Cosmopolitan Pong. WHAT NOW VATECH!!!!!