tfln
excerpts from my phone that i will inevitably delete, but don't want to forget. also explains a lot of what's been going on with me lately.
to adam:
"i can't concentrate. All I can think about is you&me. Walking into our bedroom, looking into your eyes. Kissing your neck, your lips. Reaching for your belt...
i want you! i can't take anymore. i need your touch. something. anything. i have never felt such an electric attraction, desire. you're all i want.
i feel vulnerable, foolish, shaky. but sexual, empowered, beautiful, complete, whole. so fucking happy.
adam, you make me feel so happy and so good. i know that you are for me and i for you and i have no doubts. i have never viewed sex as something so meaningful & silly & serious, though i've always known that's how it should be. when inside me, bodies entwined, i couldn't love you more. my soul sings.
from adam:
"you are such an amazingly attractive being, a sexual animal, the soft, mad, furry creature of my primal love...
making love to you is a promise. a promise of two souls united, two beating, breathing hearts, promising this: we are for each other. our electric bodies shock and shake, toes curl, mountains crumble, the stars fall.
heather, i feel so complete with you. here, together, we've found what we were only dimly aware we were missing. i never thought, though i'd always dreamed, i could ever find one to love and be loved by like you."
to adam:
"i can't concentrate. All I can think about is you&me. Walking into our bedroom, looking into your eyes. Kissing your neck, your lips. Reaching for your belt...
i want you! i can't take anymore. i need your touch. something. anything. i have never felt such an electric attraction, desire. you're all i want.
i feel vulnerable, foolish, shaky. but sexual, empowered, beautiful, complete, whole. so fucking happy.
adam, you make me feel so happy and so good. i know that you are for me and i for you and i have no doubts. i have never viewed sex as something so meaningful & silly & serious, though i've always known that's how it should be. when inside me, bodies entwined, i couldn't love you more. my soul sings.
from adam:
"you are such an amazingly attractive being, a sexual animal, the soft, mad, furry creature of my primal love...
making love to you is a promise. a promise of two souls united, two beating, breathing hearts, promising this: we are for each other. our electric bodies shock and shake, toes curl, mountains crumble, the stars fall.
heather, i feel so complete with you. here, together, we've found what we were only dimly aware we were missing. i never thought, though i'd always dreamed, i could ever find one to love and be loved by like you."