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life is sucking tonight. got out of work early. it was dead in there and im working everyday straight through till next sunday so whatever i left early. have a bit of a headache and im cold as hell. joel (of all people) ditched me for nikki i guess cuz i went to his house as planed and hes gone.
the walk through the building to apartment 4 felt really strange. it was the first peek at the apartment since jeremy had left it a few months ago. i wanted so bad to sneak into the bathroom and see his clothes on the floor just to feel normal. but i pulled my head back into the hallway and left.
corey likes my hair. ted doesnt. im going to pick jayme up at work at 10. i really want to go to bed. i had to hug ashley goodbye again today and it sucked cuz i wish she would stay.
i want to move to boston and make all new friends. friends my age with outstanding personalities and my taste in music and movies. And we would roam the streets and ride the T all night singing our favorite songs and pointing at tabloid pages, gasping.
jeff... i so need that excellent adventure. this bogus crap is gettin old by now.
joel just called. i should stay home. but i never do what i should.
the walk through the building to apartment 4 felt really strange. it was the first peek at the apartment since jeremy had left it a few months ago. i wanted so bad to sneak into the bathroom and see his clothes on the floor just to feel normal. but i pulled my head back into the hallway and left.
corey likes my hair. ted doesnt. im going to pick jayme up at work at 10. i really want to go to bed. i had to hug ashley goodbye again today and it sucked cuz i wish she would stay.
i want to move to boston and make all new friends. friends my age with outstanding personalities and my taste in music and movies. And we would roam the streets and ride the T all night singing our favorite songs and pointing at tabloid pages, gasping.
jeff... i so need that excellent adventure. this bogus crap is gettin old by now.
joel just called. i should stay home. but i never do what i should.