Don't blink....everyone's watching...
What do you do when you love someone? One person...
I don't know what's going on...
But lately it just seems like I've been falling for you more and more and I can't help but screw up. Constantly. I'm so sorry for being this, trying to win you over by buying your affection. I'm not this. Dammit, this isn't me. I want you, but I know you hate how I act. Polyamorous and bound to break a heart. I just wish that heart wasn't yours.
You don't feel the way I do...
-Laura
large purple journal, top drawer under the tv, page 6