Feb 06, 2006 10:31
you know that feeling you get when you wake up and you know youre going to be late for something? try having that throughout the entire day. its such a shame.
such a shame not to feel supported in a place that you work full time. such a shame to have friends that flake out on you. to feel alone in this huge city where there are hardly any legit people. because everyones in it for the booze and the sex. oh you want to have a real conversation? thats too bad. go talk to yourself. such a shame because i was so excited to move here and to spread my wings. when really there is no room for growth with anyone. just grow alone, i tell myself. ok. i will. wait for that day when you meet someone that sees past all this crap on the outside and wants you for you.
in other news. if you are one of my "friends," please keep me away from the following types of boys:
-boys in bands
-boys who pathologically lie
-boys who wear boots
-boys who have no education
-boys who dont have cell phones
-boys who hang out with 17 year olds
i would really appreciate that.
its time to listen to some interpol on vinyl. k gr8 bi.