May 19, 2004 12:18
so i woke up today feeling like shit. my legs are hella tired and my ass got a great workout yesterday from working on the deck. i havent had that feeling since winterguard.
so i am waiting for my mom to say something about the pics. i hate these situations because you dont know if you should play dumb or just fuckin be like "WHAT! you got a problem??" its getting on my nerves. cause i dont know if shes fuckin pissed or just a little mad that i didnt say anything or what
heres the thing: when her and christy start telling me what to do and saying that i shouldnt hang out with edrik, i turn off. like shut down mode. so i just dont talk about him with them anymore because i will have to hear their shit and see them roll their eyes or whatever. so eff them. i have a reason why i dont tell my mom everything.
i wish she wasnt so god damn sensitive about everything. i am so independent that it never crosses my mind to discuss my plans with her. she gets so mad that im not her best friend or something.
"but your sister always tells me everything. why can't you?"
maybe cause im a different person and i do things differently