Feb 29, 2004 14:02
after talking with some very trustworthy people...i think i have overcome the turmoil in my brain. well not entirely...there still someone i need to talk to about all this. butyea. ive made up my mind about what i am going to do. I know she's goin to be hurt,but this time, its my turn to be selfish. I need to do this for me. cause i if i dont...i think i will have made a huge mistake and will miss out on a lot of things.
the experience has been good. ive found out what i think i came here to do. but time is up. im going crazy. i dont want to do this anymore. i want to go to my real home and be a kid again. have fun and just be crazy for a lil while...while i still can.