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Somedays I just lose hope.
There was a lady on trax last night laughing boisterously the whole ride.
It made me realize I hardly laugh anymore and I wanted to die.
Nothing touches me right now. It's all just there, being a pathetic rip off or washed up version of what it set out to be or used to be. Maybe I need therapy, I don't want to be juvenile or ungrateful, but I can't ignore this way I'm feeling.
back, back, back
in the back of your mind are you learning
an angry language?
tell me boy, boy, boy
are you tending to your joy
or are you just letting it vanquish?
back, back, back in the dark of your mind
where the eyes of your demons are gleaming
are you mad, mad, mad about the life you never had
even when you are dreaming?
There was a lady on trax last night laughing boisterously the whole ride.
It made me realize I hardly laugh anymore and I wanted to die.
Nothing touches me right now. It's all just there, being a pathetic rip off or washed up version of what it set out to be or used to be. Maybe I need therapy, I don't want to be juvenile or ungrateful, but I can't ignore this way I'm feeling.
back, back, back
in the back of your mind are you learning
an angry language?
tell me boy, boy, boy
are you tending to your joy
or are you just letting it vanquish?
back, back, back in the dark of your mind
where the eyes of your demons are gleaming
are you mad, mad, mad about the life you never had
even when you are dreaming?