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So the past couple of days have sucked. I've been really fucking sick. My
mom let me stay home from school, no questions asked on Tuesday.
Now if you know me, you know my mom won't let me miss school EVER.
When I get sick I take it like a baby and I get really emotional and I cry
about every little thing. I'm also a big bitch.
Tim and I are over. I tried to end it twice but I guess he wanted to say he
broke up with me, so I gave him another chance yesterday and he broke
up with me today. Yeah thanks. You're cool buddy.
Sharon passed away yesterday at 8 in the morning. I was upset when I
found out, but it really hit me today. I've been crying for like 2 hours. I feel
so selfish. I should be happy she's isn't in pain anymore. Plus I know
she wouldn't want me to be upset. I just dont know what to do. I don't know
how to react. I don't know what to say. All I can do is mope around.
This morning i woke up with a really bad feeling. I don't know. It was a guilty
feeling, but it was also like I felt something bad was gonna happen. I don't
know why. I haven't done anything wrong. Shit. I just need to feel better. I hate
being so down and so lonely.
I miss Colin. I really really miss Colin. and I love him. and I want to talk
to him. and I want to spend time with him. and i want to...i don't know.
yeah. i love colin. kay bye.
mom let me stay home from school, no questions asked on Tuesday.
Now if you know me, you know my mom won't let me miss school EVER.
When I get sick I take it like a baby and I get really emotional and I cry
about every little thing. I'm also a big bitch.
Tim and I are over. I tried to end it twice but I guess he wanted to say he
broke up with me, so I gave him another chance yesterday and he broke
up with me today. Yeah thanks. You're cool buddy.
Sharon passed away yesterday at 8 in the morning. I was upset when I
found out, but it really hit me today. I've been crying for like 2 hours. I feel
so selfish. I should be happy she's isn't in pain anymore. Plus I know
she wouldn't want me to be upset. I just dont know what to do. I don't know
how to react. I don't know what to say. All I can do is mope around.
This morning i woke up with a really bad feeling. I don't know. It was a guilty
feeling, but it was also like I felt something bad was gonna happen. I don't
know why. I haven't done anything wrong. Shit. I just need to feel better. I hate
being so down and so lonely.
I miss Colin. I really really miss Colin. and I love him. and I want to talk
to him. and I want to spend time with him. and i want to...i don't know.
yeah. i love colin. kay bye.