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[wesuonck]

Sometimes, I'm not entirely sure that my outlook on life is as healthy as it should be. I find everything funny. Everything. Even it's horrible and fucked-up, my first reaction is generally to laugh. I just thought about how there are many people who chainsmoke and live to be 80, so I might as well give it a go. Then I realized that that's a game you play your whole life, without ever knowing you've won until you're dead. Or 80. That line of thought just made me laugh out loud as I sat in my room by myself.

Yuk yuk yuk.

I guess now I'll have a cigarette.