couldn't write
I haven't been able to write becasue I haven't known what to say lately I have been moving so fast doing very little. Mostly scializing but I realize now that I have things I need to do in life. I am going dry with out theatre in my life right nw though the more distance I get the clearer somethings become. I don't plan on doing theatre just to do theatre my project wil have to say something and make a change even if it is small ways. I allowed myself he deceptive feeling that now that college is almost done I can take a break from packing my head with info but it is quite the oposite. I now have time to study the books and thing I have been wanting to study. I feel very behind in my fiel I need to know as much as I possibly can about theatre theory and practice. I have the sinking feeling that to make the kind of grandios changes I want to make in the world I am eventualy going to be pulled away from theatre though it will always be my core.
I did a Tarot reading last night that heald no great surprises but basicly it boiled down to a regrounding and focusing. I have been hanging out with the same five people lately and am feeling the great need to branch out and hear divergent points of view about anything in life. OK now to follow through and go for a hike. I feel solid in my instability.
I did a Tarot reading last night that heald no great surprises but basicly it boiled down to a regrounding and focusing. I have been hanging out with the same five people lately and am feeling the great need to branch out and hear divergent points of view about anything in life. OK now to follow through and go for a hike. I feel solid in my instability.