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it is the second week of school and i feel an actual weight pushing my back down what the fuck is this shit. someone tell me how to fix my life, either something that involves quitting policy debate but miraculously not failing miserably at everything, or remaining on debate but suddenly becoming happy and carefree. also time management, and a work ethic. its really awesome how things fall apart during the crucial year. things fall apart. i remember being mad ambivalent about that book, probs because im not an intellectual. i promise to never write a livejournal entry this year (i think) since it will basically be this, copy-pasted. and i want my mom to shut the fuck up about my birthday. okay.