Dec 23, 2011 18:21
holy shit, it's been awhile. Since LJ has pretty much dropped off everyone's radar (if you are reading this, let me know, please. I have no idea who checks Live Journal anymore).
I have been posting here, once in a great while. usually private things I don't intend on sharing with anyone else. But for now, things seem oddly right.
and all I can think about is how I have the best friends/family on the planet, but I usually just want to be left alone. I'm trying to not feel guilty about that. I've been drinking too much lately, and sometimes I get in stupid arguments with Evelyn about meaningless things because I like to argue (or gush) when I'm drunk. Then again, it's that time of the year when all your friends/family come around and you have to make time for them. Right now, I have a weird situation where I have nothing to do. So, I'm going to smoke some weed and mess around with some oils/dye/water and my projector (something I've been toying with lately) and not think too much about anything else. Maybe listen to some Devendra Banhart.
cheers, and smile more, you look better when you do it.