Madonna
It's crazy how much of an impact Madonna has made on my life. She has made the largest impression on me out of anyone existing who I have never met. Her influence is even much stronger than most of my friends. Sometimes it baffles me that I would let her have such control over myself as a person-- but my admiration of her and all that she has gone through has lifted me up. I have been reading a biography on her as well as checking out everything about the Kabbalah. Also I've been buying her children's books and trying desperately to piece together everything from her past that has made her who she is today. She is the most remarkable woman I have ever heard of. I know this may sound silly, but because of her I have started praying everyday to God and have found strength to go through this drug probation. I know many of you are probably just laughing at me right now because of all of this-- but in reality it's very true. Reading her biography has given me the motivation to enroll in commnity college courses and make a pact to myself to not ever use cocaine again. Maybe this is all weird and immature of me, but it seems to have brought about alot of positive changes.