Yea I Know
This totally contradicts what Ive said a few journal entries before but i was thinking. I am ready to commit to one person right now. To be with a good, nice, kind hearted, loving and gentle person. Maybe I have found out who that person is, maybe i havent. But it has made me realize that its what i need. Maybe its part of my whole attitude change in the past few months. Im just tired of regret. I think is part of me turning over a new leaf so to speak; switching schools so i can go to a decent college with good grades, awareness of my actions affecting the people around me, Ive ben realy nice lately and it is alot easier to be nice than to be mean. And i gues sim ready for a realtionship finally.