The continuation in the life of Utah
So I have not posted in FOREVER! Where do I start to explain what has been happening. I'll start with the most recent. I am going to lose my apartment, I have no job, no money, and so I can't pay rent, so I will lose my apartment and be sued. On top of that, i was supposed to come home for christmas, that didn't happen, Tony's car got repo'd. Haha. I am trying not to be mean, cynical, and jaded at this point. But there is more, haha, I have staying with Tony because I can't be alone or else I will probably become suicidal and all that crap because I am super depressed out here. And I cannot get away from Gary, a guy I was seeing for about two months, two weeks ago I asked him where we stood, I received the, "I wish I felt the same way you did for me" speech. I have been reduced to less than a friend by him, I see him two days out of the week because it's either bible class or church. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoh, and tony & the gang are moving to Vegas around the middle of January. So, if i do lose my apartment, I will have no place to stay unless I go home or go with them. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK UTAH!!!!!! FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU! Life can never be simple, never, it has to be so damn complex & complicated. WTF!? Zombies can so invade right the fuck now. Anyway, hope you all have a merry christmas. Bye. :/