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It's been an interesting couple of days. Let's just leave it at that, for now.
Not much to say, really. Benny and I talked today. REALLY talked. Something we haven't done in...well, years, if ever. And we came to a decision.
We don't love each other. Yes, we care for each other, but...we really shouldn't be married.
Until we figure out what to do, we decided to treat our relationship more like "roommates" than "spouses". Which is going to make things so much easier for both of us. Maybe I can actually be myself around him now. I was tonight...it was nice. Yes, this is definately the right choice.
And yet...if it is the right choice...
Why do I feel so sad?
Not much to say, really. Benny and I talked today. REALLY talked. Something we haven't done in...well, years, if ever. And we came to a decision.
We don't love each other. Yes, we care for each other, but...we really shouldn't be married.
Until we figure out what to do, we decided to treat our relationship more like "roommates" than "spouses". Which is going to make things so much easier for both of us. Maybe I can actually be myself around him now. I was tonight...it was nice. Yes, this is definately the right choice.
And yet...if it is the right choice...
Why do I feel so sad?