enrich my soul with you're tainted rhythms
I should be a songwriter....or a poet haha
anyway!
I have been getting better from my sickness, except sometimes my meds make me real sick. Thats no fun. I have also been feeling really lost and out of control of where my life is going. My classes for next year don't seem right, I'm probably going to have 1, count 'em, 1 class on mondays and fridays, which some people may enjoy, but I think it will stink. Plus its at 10am. I don't know.....stupid honors college. I have been missing Martin A LOT. It is really horrible because I know the breakup was my idea, but I still love him and always tried to talk to him and he is the one that pushed me away. Now he'd rather talk to other girls rather than me on the phone. I guess its hard to see where I'm coming from, but in spite of everything, even if we did break up for a while, I still thought we would end up together. I must be very mistaken.
BUT! I am getting better and hopefully I can go have fun this weekend! Get my mind off things. Scheduling will be over by then....oh AND my 2 tests tomarrow will be over. And maybe Karla will even come to visit! That would be spectacular. Well, if the roomy ever gets out of the bathroom, I am going to take a shower! bye kids