Well...at least I got my shot...
So, I went to the doctor yesterday. Y'know, had to do that whole girl thing...
At least she gave me depo.
She also harassed me five or six times about losing weight, and said that it would be best if I lost weight instead of getting sterilized the way *I* want to (Essure/Ablation). She fell RIGHT back into whole "Oh, it's normal, honey." Bullshit I got from the FIRST doctor I went to, which was the reason I didn't go back to the OBGYN and started medicating through Planned Parenthood!
I get it. I'm fat. I know this. I have been working VERY HARD and have lost 20lbs. Seriously? That's nothing to sneeze at. I got a passing "oh, good, you know Depo's going to make it hard for you to lose weight, you should lose weight, your blood pressure's beginning to climb." Gee, I wonder why?!
But, like I said, at least I got my shot.
So, new plan. Well, revamp of old plan, or...renewed determination for new/old plan?
Finish cleaning my room, clean out my refrigerator, back on raw veggie, begin jogging at night and swimming for lunch. Get on, and stay on a very scheduled life. Oh, and stop staying up till one in the morning. That's getting fucking exhausting!
I really want to lose weight. I really want chest surgery and to feel good about myself. I already feel really good about me, and I can't imagine how much better I will feel if I'm down to a healthy weight range. How much better will I feel physically?
Could you do me a favor?
Could you just pop over to my FA account http://www.furaffinity.net/user/westly/ and post something on my little chatbox thing? I just want to get that moron who thinks "Bugger" means "Bother" off of my main page.
Thanks!
At least she gave me depo.
She also harassed me five or six times about losing weight, and said that it would be best if I lost weight instead of getting sterilized the way *I* want to (Essure/Ablation). She fell RIGHT back into whole "Oh, it's normal, honey." Bullshit I got from the FIRST doctor I went to, which was the reason I didn't go back to the OBGYN and started medicating through Planned Parenthood!
I get it. I'm fat. I know this. I have been working VERY HARD and have lost 20lbs. Seriously? That's nothing to sneeze at. I got a passing "oh, good, you know Depo's going to make it hard for you to lose weight, you should lose weight, your blood pressure's beginning to climb." Gee, I wonder why?!
But, like I said, at least I got my shot.
So, new plan. Well, revamp of old plan, or...renewed determination for new/old plan?
Finish cleaning my room, clean out my refrigerator, back on raw veggie, begin jogging at night and swimming for lunch. Get on, and stay on a very scheduled life. Oh, and stop staying up till one in the morning. That's getting fucking exhausting!
I really want to lose weight. I really want chest surgery and to feel good about myself. I already feel really good about me, and I can't imagine how much better I will feel if I'm down to a healthy weight range. How much better will I feel physically?
Could you do me a favor?
Could you just pop over to my FA account http://www.furaffinity.net/user/westly/ and post something on my little chatbox thing? I just want to get that moron who thinks "Bugger" means "Bother" off of my main page.
Thanks!