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well its 4.30 and im almost thru my first day...
today:
breakfast = a couple of bites of left over lasagne (just the meat and a bit of cheese, no pasta) and green tea, 2 flu tabs
lunch = filling out of a sandwich, threw the bread away (beef, hard boiled egg, lettuce, tomato, avocado and maybe a bit of cheese? cant remember), 1 more flu tab
3pm = trim flat white
i did pretty well considering - i did have a trim flat white (boo caffine) but that was with my dad cuz i had to take him to the airport today. hes flying to the us and i wont see him for months :(
i miss him already...
i guess i can just shock him with how skinny im getting when he decides to come back (if he ever does). haha he would have a major cow if i got back down to under 50kgs... thats gonna b my thinspo, make sure he knows just how badly hes fucked up by leaving us by making sure i look fab when he comes back :D
parents, cant live with them, cant live without them.
on the plus side he did give me $100 for when i go to the uk yaya! time to spend that on more ciggies booze and psuedoephidrine haha... god im fucked in the head :P
mood killer today - running to my first tut i was wearing my new shoes and theyre slippery as hell, i went tits over ass twice and scuffed them up real badly... same hot guy had to help me up twice i felt like such a fool... then i was nearly at law school and fell over again, face first this time and grazed up my knee and destroyed my tights :( waah life sucks, i dont heal so well when its cold and im not eating properly so its probably gonna scar.... and the tights got stuck into the graze and made it start bleeding hard out again when i got home and took them off (gross i know).
ah well time to start study for that damn public law test
today:
breakfast = a couple of bites of left over lasagne (just the meat and a bit of cheese, no pasta) and green tea, 2 flu tabs
lunch = filling out of a sandwich, threw the bread away (beef, hard boiled egg, lettuce, tomato, avocado and maybe a bit of cheese? cant remember), 1 more flu tab
3pm = trim flat white
i did pretty well considering - i did have a trim flat white (boo caffine) but that was with my dad cuz i had to take him to the airport today. hes flying to the us and i wont see him for months :(
i miss him already...
i guess i can just shock him with how skinny im getting when he decides to come back (if he ever does). haha he would have a major cow if i got back down to under 50kgs... thats gonna b my thinspo, make sure he knows just how badly hes fucked up by leaving us by making sure i look fab when he comes back :D
parents, cant live with them, cant live without them.
on the plus side he did give me $100 for when i go to the uk yaya! time to spend that on more ciggies booze and psuedoephidrine haha... god im fucked in the head :P
mood killer today - running to my first tut i was wearing my new shoes and theyre slippery as hell, i went tits over ass twice and scuffed them up real badly... same hot guy had to help me up twice i felt like such a fool... then i was nearly at law school and fell over again, face first this time and grazed up my knee and destroyed my tights :( waah life sucks, i dont heal so well when its cold and im not eating properly so its probably gonna scar.... and the tights got stuck into the graze and made it start bleeding hard out again when i got home and took them off (gross i know).
ah well time to start study for that damn public law test