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Well it has been quite some time, so here i go. Its my first semester junior year in college. I could lie and tell you that i couldn't be happier, but i would also be lying if i told you things were terrible. I am actually quite content with where i am right now. Although with each day i can't help but think that i am wasting time. It's almost like there is something missing. I just don't feel complete, but i can't understand why, and i probably never will. Oh well, maybe its just a passing phase. On the lighter side i got a job while i was down here to keep me busy and out of trouble, not to mention to put some money in my pocket. Yeah, I now work in a liquor store, which is kind of ironic, all things considered. It is a really fun job though, well...compared to the one i have when i am in westfield. School is going alright. Im not really doing spectacular and im kinda letting my self down in that regard, but im trying to do better now. About two weeks ago i got my skates from home and hit the ice while i was down here and it felt great. its like my perfect escape from life, aside from music of course. In the relationship department, well lets just say that i have accepted being single. Not that i am giving up on relationships and dating cuz lets face it, in order to give up you have to try first, but im just saying that either way i think i can be happy. haha, oh i am so pathetic. Shyness is my biggest flaw, and the best thing i have going for me. Maybe i'll figure it out soon...hopefully. Anyways, because it has been a while I feel like i haven't talked to you guys and gals in a long time so don't be affraid to keep in touch, and i guess the same could be said for myself. but yeah I love you guys and appreciate everything. hope everythings going great, and if its not let me know what i can do to make it better.haha. byee now
P.S. oh and this song it great, you should give it a listen sometime. it's for miles by thrice
I know one day, all our scars will disappear, like the stars at dawn
and all of our pain, will fade away when morning comes
and on that day when we look backwards we will see, that everything is changed
and all of our trials, will be as milestones on the way
and as long as we live, every scar is a bridge to someone's broken heart
and there's no greater love, than the one shed his blood for his friends
on that day all of the scales will swing to set all the wrongs to right
all our tears, and all of our fears will take to flight
but until then all of our scars will still remain, but we've learned that if we'll
open the wounds and share them then soon they start to heal
(as long as we live, every scar is a bridge to someone's broken heart
there's no greater love, than the one shed his blood for his friends)
we must see that every scar is a bridge, and as long as we live
we must open up these wounds
when some one stands in your shoes and will shed his own blood
there's no greater love. we must open up our wounds
P.S. oh and this song it great, you should give it a listen sometime. it's for miles by thrice
I know one day, all our scars will disappear, like the stars at dawn
and all of our pain, will fade away when morning comes
and on that day when we look backwards we will see, that everything is changed
and all of our trials, will be as milestones on the way
and as long as we live, every scar is a bridge to someone's broken heart
and there's no greater love, than the one shed his blood for his friends
on that day all of the scales will swing to set all the wrongs to right
all our tears, and all of our fears will take to flight
but until then all of our scars will still remain, but we've learned that if we'll
open the wounds and share them then soon they start to heal
(as long as we live, every scar is a bridge to someone's broken heart
there's no greater love, than the one shed his blood for his friends)
we must see that every scar is a bridge, and as long as we live
we must open up these wounds
when some one stands in your shoes and will shed his own blood
there's no greater love. we must open up our wounds