Jun 10, 2005 23:51
Well tonight was fun, Josh and me went fishin at Carson's pond. Carmen and Carson were there too. I caught a fish and so did Josh. It was a lot of fun! -and we even danced!...haha! As you can see, I was havin a very good night 'til our conversation brought up a certain person's name from my past that I absolutely despise right this minute b/c they have been causing problems for me for a long time now and they need to stop!
So...Let me just say that I am tired of people gettin into my love life! I am so sick of people tryin to mess things up for me! I swear! It's amazing how gullible some people are. It's like they think just b/c somebody told them something about someone, that it must be true...WRONG! That is so NOT true. It's like reading a magazine and reading something about a celebrity and just believing whatever it says about them, even though everybody knows it's probably not true. Lord, I don't know what I would do if I was a celebrity cause I can barely take like one or two people thinkin something about me that I know is not true. Word of advice> if you hear that someone is spreading lies about you...be prepared to deal with ALOT of crap from people that you probably don't even know. The person that I am specifically talking about knows who they are. I really don't know if they will even read this but if they do I want them to know that yes, they HAVE caused a lot of problems for me by the straight up LIES that they've told about me. BUT, everything did end up workin out for the best b/c now I am with someone that I think will be the kind of person I can talk to and I can know for sure that they won't end up being like you are now. So if you were tryin to cause drama in my life or problems for me > Congratulations! You did do that one thing. But the main thing you wanted to ruin, you didn't, and that something matters to me the most right now. I am so glad that people who are smart, find out for themselves before they go and believe some liar, who for some reason can't let go of the past! (And no, I'm not talkin about Joe- he's in VA Beach and has only called one time- I think the friends thing will work out eventually) And one more thing to this person > You can call me up and say you're sorry 25 million times if you want to, but until you stop trashing me, then I'm not forgiving you!