arg...
yeah, so obsess-over-for-months boy is no longer an obsession. over it like navy-wife weight. but, as boredom always does...i'm still craving romance. I'm always fine until i stop having endless amounts of work to put off. Then, i start craving romance. Not the monthly jaunt to apex, but an actual "awww, i like you" romance.
New Year's Resolutions:
Pot will not become the pinnacle of my friendships.
--Hill, Jess and I got along without it, but there was always that much more tension. That's not a good sign. I mean, we still talk and stuff, and it wasn't only pot-based...but it played suuuch a big part.
Tame the akwardness
--Means get some social graces. Somewhere between being memorable and standing there and agreeing.
Care.
--Speaks for itself.
Work towards self-realization. (Sing for absolution, reminded me of that)
--Not work towards having all my needs met. But fill the gap between who i want to be, and who i am now.
Get the hell over my problems and myself.
--I really don't matter THAT much...i guess that means I shouldn't make anymore resolutions. OK.
New Year's Resolutions:
Pot will not become the pinnacle of my friendships.
--Hill, Jess and I got along without it, but there was always that much more tension. That's not a good sign. I mean, we still talk and stuff, and it wasn't only pot-based...but it played suuuch a big part.
Tame the akwardness
--Means get some social graces. Somewhere between being memorable and standing there and agreeing.
Care.
--Speaks for itself.
Work towards self-realization. (Sing for absolution, reminded me of that)
--Not work towards having all my needs met. But fill the gap between who i want to be, and who i am now.
Get the hell over my problems and myself.
--I really don't matter THAT much...i guess that means I shouldn't make anymore resolutions. OK.