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I came home Saturday to a note from Matthew that said, "don't try to find me, it's better this way". I didn't understand - he said he had to think about whether or not he could be with me...I know the answer to that question now.
I've been through a lot of rough stuff in the past 11 months with him, but somehow I never imagined our relationship ending with me looking at an ATM camera of him withdrawing money with my debit card. that's a felony if i go to the police. i'm scared not to, but i'm definately afraid he or one of his "friends" will do something if they hear i've turned him in. :o( i cannot be with him anymore...seeing that tape was really hard on me. Especially since I'd asked him about the withdrawl and he swore it wasn't him. He even told me to go to the police. I need to feel safe in my own house and I don't when he's living there.
and of course i miss him. creep.
I've been through a lot of rough stuff in the past 11 months with him, but somehow I never imagined our relationship ending with me looking at an ATM camera of him withdrawing money with my debit card. that's a felony if i go to the police. i'm scared not to, but i'm definately afraid he or one of his "friends" will do something if they hear i've turned him in. :o( i cannot be with him anymore...seeing that tape was really hard on me. Especially since I'd asked him about the withdrawl and he swore it wasn't him. He even told me to go to the police. I need to feel safe in my own house and I don't when he's living there.
and of course i miss him. creep.