Noveber 21st ...
I miss him. The fighting and the yelling and teh staying up all night together.
I miss that crazy apartment in Lacey and getting along with his roommate
I miss the constant smell of weed and then later gravity
I miss the way he'd sit at the table and concentrate so hard on whatever he was doing
Or how we'd go out on the back porch for a smoke, even though I wasn't smoking
I miss how he'd randomly pull me into him and hold me. He has the bluest eyes and craziest smile. I miss watching him with the kid.
I saw him yesterday...he came running over to the car when he saw me. I bought him gravity when i was out the other day...just because. I still wish he'd stay here a couple of nights a week. For his sake and mine also.
I know part of the reason I miss him so much right now is because things were just starting at this time last year. And also because I'm worried sick about him, He's really in over his head and he knows it. I'm scared for him and for myself right now.
This date is so weird for me...
Three years ago today, Jeremy asked me out
Two years ago today, he gave me a diamond ring
One year ago today, Josh and I sorta hooked up
Today ... ???
I miss that crazy apartment in Lacey and getting along with his roommate
I miss the constant smell of weed and then later gravity
I miss the way he'd sit at the table and concentrate so hard on whatever he was doing
Or how we'd go out on the back porch for a smoke, even though I wasn't smoking
I miss how he'd randomly pull me into him and hold me. He has the bluest eyes and craziest smile. I miss watching him with the kid.
I saw him yesterday...he came running over to the car when he saw me. I bought him gravity when i was out the other day...just because. I still wish he'd stay here a couple of nights a week. For his sake and mine also.
I know part of the reason I miss him so much right now is because things were just starting at this time last year. And also because I'm worried sick about him, He's really in over his head and he knows it. I'm scared for him and for myself right now.
This date is so weird for me...
Three years ago today, Jeremy asked me out
Two years ago today, he gave me a diamond ring
One year ago today, Josh and I sorta hooked up
Today ... ???