Feb 05, 2007 00:01
so for those who don't know, i moved away from home last month.
i'm attending texas tech university and i love it here.
today it hit me though how homesick i really am.
i miss my family.
i guess i took for granted the fact that they were always around.
im really glad that russell is here with me, i wouldnt be able to do this without him.
i miss hanging out at home with everyone.
i miss my brothers stupid jokes
i miss my hanging out with my sister and laughing about nothing becasue sisters are allowed to do that.
i miss shelton, max, puck and buster.
i miss stars games and making fun of celina ray with mandie.
i hate this fucking dorm room and the girls next door.
i didn't think i would get this homesick.
i want to go home for a little bit, and spring break is so far away.
i hate that home is 5 hours away.
im really stoked that my little brother might be coming up to look at the school.
itd be nice to hang out with a familier face for once.
but dont get me wrong. ive made a couple of really awesome friends.
it makes things better.
i just hate being broke and not being able to do what i want.
i guess this is what its really like being in college.
i just want my privacy back.
i want to be able to go into MY room and do what i want without having to please my roommate as well.
i miss home.