Dec 03, 2005 15:58
show last night was amazing, i havent been to a good show in awhile and i saw some freinds that i was really startin to miss, i was suprised all even remembered my name. i felt stupid though cuz i always end up followin sara around at shows like that and i know it bugs... unfortunately i didnt get in the pit cuz ive had bad anxiety lately and it made me a little panicky, but i was just happy to hear the good music. towards the end of the night i started losing my voice, this always happens this time of year for some reason, but its kind of nice when i lose my voice, because i do stupid things like try to make phone calls (forgetting i have no voice to carry them out) and that always amuses me later.
i quit smoking i really did (last night didnt count though...being high, rolling, or at shows are all scenarios in which i can smoke -those are my rules)...im pathetic i know but the irony is that i did this so i dont become a nasty old lady with a deep raspy voice....and now, at the 1 week point of me quitting i lose my voice and sound like a nasty old lady anyways...
i love all my freinds that i saw last night, i anticipate getting my license so i can party with you all.