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Every time I think of you,
I always catch my breath
And I’m still standing here, and you’re miles away
And I wonder why you left
And there’s a storm that’s raging
Through my frozen heart tonight
I hear your name in certain circles
And it always makes me smile
I spend my time just thinking about you
And it’s almost driving me wild
And there's a heart that’s breaking
Down this long distance line tonight
And I ain’t missing you at all
Since you’ve been gone, away
I ain’t been missing you
No matter what I might say
There’s a message in the wires
And I’m sending you a signal tonight
You don’t know how desperate I’ve become
And it looks like I’m losing this fight
But it’s my heart that’s breaking
Down this long dusty road of mine
i dont know. im too young to have this terrible feeling hang over me everyday. it isnt right. i take things too seriously and i know i do. i just thought i meant more to them, i thought i meant as much to them as they do to me. but its okay. because someday things will work out, maybe not the way i want to. but they will get resolved. until then, i have this girl named chelsey elizabeth powell next to me. actually i have her next to me until the end of time. because through all this chaos i've found a wicked good friend and someone who i know will always care about me back. and her friendship means the world to me. i would never do a thing to screw this up. my friends are great people, they truly are. and im a great person. we all deserve the best. we just dont think before we act. and we dont think of who we hurt along the way. but we need each other, and we'll realize that sooner or later. im just hoping it will be sooner rather than later. i cant undo the past, ive tried before. but its impossible. im not the type of person to sit back and watch things sort themselves out. i like to be in on the action, doing absolutely everything in my power to make it better and to make people happy. life doesnt work that way. life is weird, life sucks, and life is amazing. i just gotta focus on the amazing part of it. pointless entry.
I always catch my breath
And I’m still standing here, and you’re miles away
And I wonder why you left
And there’s a storm that’s raging
Through my frozen heart tonight
I hear your name in certain circles
And it always makes me smile
I spend my time just thinking about you
And it’s almost driving me wild
And there's a heart that’s breaking
Down this long distance line tonight
And I ain’t missing you at all
Since you’ve been gone, away
I ain’t been missing you
No matter what I might say
There’s a message in the wires
And I’m sending you a signal tonight
You don’t know how desperate I’ve become
And it looks like I’m losing this fight
But it’s my heart that’s breaking
Down this long dusty road of mine
i dont know. im too young to have this terrible feeling hang over me everyday. it isnt right. i take things too seriously and i know i do. i just thought i meant more to them, i thought i meant as much to them as they do to me. but its okay. because someday things will work out, maybe not the way i want to. but they will get resolved. until then, i have this girl named chelsey elizabeth powell next to me. actually i have her next to me until the end of time. because through all this chaos i've found a wicked good friend and someone who i know will always care about me back. and her friendship means the world to me. i would never do a thing to screw this up. my friends are great people, they truly are. and im a great person. we all deserve the best. we just dont think before we act. and we dont think of who we hurt along the way. but we need each other, and we'll realize that sooner or later. im just hoping it will be sooner rather than later. i cant undo the past, ive tried before. but its impossible. im not the type of person to sit back and watch things sort themselves out. i like to be in on the action, doing absolutely everything in my power to make it better and to make people happy. life doesnt work that way. life is weird, life sucks, and life is amazing. i just gotta focus on the amazing part of it. pointless entry.