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im cleaning my room and i found so many old notes
notes from 6, 7, 8, and 9th grade from my friends
stuff that i had completely forgot about
and i found cards from kerri-ann, sharon, and mikey
and of course john paul. and rich. and i found pictures of lisa.
3 people disappeared from my life, and no matter how angry i am
about the decisions they made and how they temporarily ruined
a) my family b) my life c) everyones idea about true love
so im still angry but i miss them, and i was confused wehn they left
because no one told me why. i had to eavesdrop and find out.
and i want them to see me now, and tell me they're proud of me
and i need lisa, i want to see her and just tell her that there's hope
and that my brother still talks about her and he will never love anyone else
and i wanna tell john paul that sharon still hates her life, but its getting better
when she says she hates her life it hurts me, because im part of her life
and i want rich to know that kerri-ann is the most amazing mother in the world
because they deserve better, and so do i. and so do my parents.
we were all hurt when they left, and its just so unresolved
that i need closure. someday before i die.
notes from 6, 7, 8, and 9th grade from my friends
stuff that i had completely forgot about
and i found cards from kerri-ann, sharon, and mikey
and of course john paul. and rich. and i found pictures of lisa.
3 people disappeared from my life, and no matter how angry i am
about the decisions they made and how they temporarily ruined
a) my family b) my life c) everyones idea about true love
so im still angry but i miss them, and i was confused wehn they left
because no one told me why. i had to eavesdrop and find out.
and i want them to see me now, and tell me they're proud of me
and i need lisa, i want to see her and just tell her that there's hope
and that my brother still talks about her and he will never love anyone else
and i wanna tell john paul that sharon still hates her life, but its getting better
when she says she hates her life it hurts me, because im part of her life
and i want rich to know that kerri-ann is the most amazing mother in the world
because they deserve better, and so do i. and so do my parents.
we were all hurt when they left, and its just so unresolved
that i need closure. someday before i die.