no control
this is a testamony from a recovering alcoholic. I have the kind of temperament that most people like. I am easy going and funy. I do however have a vry bad habit. i am an aocoholic. Not the bubbly kind. I go into a blackout. I remember nothing of the event. I have fell again. I went to a local pubs aniversary party last night. I do fine until i hit the hard stuff. Beer is uneffective to me. I can drink it and keep a hold on things. It is the hard stuff that kicks me. I will not ramble on. It is a problem of mine I needed to get down in text. thank you.