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This story will start rather confusing. It will however in the end come together. I went to a demolition derby for our county fair. It was interesting enough. The guys spend months preparing these vehicles for their race. They tweek the motors and the suspensuion. They ensure all delicate areas(radiator and fans) are outta reach of damage. They weld in cages for their own safety. then they paint it with their girlfriends names and ppl they want to accnowledge. This time and dedication all for the vehicles to be sacrificed to a crowd of cheering,screeming ppl. Every smash every crunch of a fender spins the crowd into a almost lathered frenzy of laughter and applause. In the end the most durable most intelligent driver teh "LAST MAN STANDING" wins.
The question I have is weather we as humans are just the same . We spend hours preparing for nights out sometimes months go into the preparation of an encounter. we prepare our minds and bodies by different means of donfidence building. then we figure our attire for this day . we then parade ourselves around like show ponies ready for auction. What is the consiquence. DEMOLITION. You are beat and banged around for info on yourself and are beatting and banging around for as much info as youcan get. In teh end it always seems like the other person has too much info that you dont want to hear or the wrong kind a info that you dont like ( this kind is ususlly found out over a period of getting to really know someone) The same vise versa. I guess really what my complaint is where are the blunt this is me like it or leave it kinda ppl?????????????/
Oh well that is my delima I know i havent been around for some time but have been in deep self analysis. Still no progress report on that but am findin many things that i believe are just jokes to others. Looks like the style of living I was raised to believe was all just a farce. (true southern gentleman living that is) oh and TEFEN sorry for missin your birthday. Hope it was a good one.
The question I have is weather we as humans are just the same . We spend hours preparing for nights out sometimes months go into the preparation of an encounter. we prepare our minds and bodies by different means of donfidence building. then we figure our attire for this day . we then parade ourselves around like show ponies ready for auction. What is the consiquence. DEMOLITION. You are beat and banged around for info on yourself and are beatting and banging around for as much info as youcan get. In teh end it always seems like the other person has too much info that you dont want to hear or the wrong kind a info that you dont like ( this kind is ususlly found out over a period of getting to really know someone) The same vise versa. I guess really what my complaint is where are the blunt this is me like it or leave it kinda ppl?????????????/
Oh well that is my delima I know i havent been around for some time but have been in deep self analysis. Still no progress report on that but am findin many things that i believe are just jokes to others. Looks like the style of living I was raised to believe was all just a farce. (true southern gentleman living that is) oh and TEFEN sorry for missin your birthday. Hope it was a good one.