one piece at a time
God I've been in such a rotten mood the last few days. So many of the aspects of my life that I have no control over are coming together all at once. I feel like I'm Sisyphus. Ceaselessly rolling the boulder up the hill only to have it come crashing down again. And then having to start all over again. It's getting to a point now where I'm having trouble conveying my every day happy facade to others around me. And they're starting to take notice... And I think I hate that the most. I don't want peoples pitty. And most of all I don't want to talk about what's on my mind. There's just too much. And too many minor details that people never hear about. It would be impossible to tell them all. So they never truly understand what I'm saying in the first place. Or why it's making me feel such a way.