Is this National Get Pissed Off At Erik Week?
Okay the title is my question. I really want to know. Have I done something so terribly offensive as to piss off EVERYONE this week? I mean I had to start it off by having David get pissed at me for HIS rude remarks towards Megan. Then I had to deal with my Aunt getting angry at me because of the whole Megan David thing. Then I had to have Stephanie Bajorek get pissed at me for me giving David her number. Then I got my Mom pissed at me because I refused to give David rides if he continued to be a jack ass towards Megan. Then Patricia got mad at me because of our argument the other day. Then I had Mr. Hafke get mad at me for asking him a question during his class. Then I had Megan get mad at me for leaving her for a bit at the school. Then today I had Laura get angry with me because I was supposedly not willing to play chess with her and she didn't want to play with Audrey. And now I probably have Lucy mad at me for writing in one big, long, damn, god forsaken, paragraph.
And so now I return to my favorite song, to my equivilant of a religous document, because I don't seem to be able to do anything right for anybody. And the kicker of this is that I have been trying damn hard to get everything done and done well. I'm just so frustrated with my family and my friends, the people I usually turn to, are all pissed at me. Sure I have gotten past some of the things above but the other ones are still bothering me. School which is usually such a solace to me has been providing even greater levels of stress. This weekend isn't going to make the stress go away either because my family is still insane. And now I have yet another long paragraph.
And as a note to Laura I'm sorry if me and my "cronies" offended you today. I didn't know that being friends with people like Gordy and Audrey was such a blasphemist act. I'm sorry that I have some outside aquaintances and I really did want you to play chess with us today. And I'm sorry to Lucy if you find these people so offensive as well just because they can occasionally be ignorant or self absorbed they can be good people and they are always nice to me. And I'm sorry to anyone else who finds these people annoying or irritating or jack asses.
God I just don't want to deal with my family this weekend and I guess I won't have to because my mom is forcing me to go to my dads this weekend. ALL I WANTED TO DO WAS SIT AND RELAX AT HOME THIS WEEKEND BUT SHE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND!!!!!!! God I hate this week so much! I can't stand being at my dads because I am claustraphobic and I have trouble sleeping but I do love my dad. I just want to sleep here and relax and not have all of this fucking stress. God I am so frustrated and I am crying and I don't care how fucking emotionally weak that makes me look because I almost nothing has gone right this week. I just want to sleep and wake up when everythings better. Where I can just go to Trilogy Tuesday and relax. Well I think that's all.
And so now I return to my favorite song, to my equivilant of a religous document, because I don't seem to be able to do anything right for anybody. And the kicker of this is that I have been trying damn hard to get everything done and done well. I'm just so frustrated with my family and my friends, the people I usually turn to, are all pissed at me. Sure I have gotten past some of the things above but the other ones are still bothering me. School which is usually such a solace to me has been providing even greater levels of stress. This weekend isn't going to make the stress go away either because my family is still insane. And now I have yet another long paragraph.
And as a note to Laura I'm sorry if me and my "cronies" offended you today. I didn't know that being friends with people like Gordy and Audrey was such a blasphemist act. I'm sorry that I have some outside aquaintances and I really did want you to play chess with us today. And I'm sorry to Lucy if you find these people so offensive as well just because they can occasionally be ignorant or self absorbed they can be good people and they are always nice to me. And I'm sorry to anyone else who finds these people annoying or irritating or jack asses.
God I just don't want to deal with my family this weekend and I guess I won't have to because my mom is forcing me to go to my dads this weekend. ALL I WANTED TO DO WAS SIT AND RELAX AT HOME THIS WEEKEND BUT SHE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND!!!!!!! God I hate this week so much! I can't stand being at my dads because I am claustraphobic and I have trouble sleeping but I do love my dad. I just want to sleep here and relax and not have all of this fucking stress. God I am so frustrated and I am crying and I don't care how fucking emotionally weak that makes me look because I almost nothing has gone right this week. I just want to sleep and wake up when everythings better. Where I can just go to Trilogy Tuesday and relax. Well I think that's all.