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omg what a lonnggggg day. first i get up in the morning and have to face the mile with my sore leg, mr sayler later yells at me right after then mile cause i sat down because i couldnt stand up with my calf pulsing and hurting like hell. then 4th period was pretty good, we got food from mr. glausser, i think he might like me now. 6th period was terrible. we had to "crack the wip" and finish our project in the 45 mins she gave us, we were so behind. school ended and i was happy that tomarrow was friday. me and kendra get to the barn and amanda and taylor are cracking up, we are wondering what they did. then kendra looks in her tack trunk and see's a trouphy and MY polo wraps and one of my half chaps and one of my boots. and i look in mine and i have one of kendras half chaps and one of her boots and a skool helmet. my helmet wasnt in my tacktrunk and either was kendras and so i found mine but it took kendra a really long time cause they really hid it good,( on the top shelf under a helmet cover that isnt hers.) then i go to get my horse out and when i come back i realize that my bridle and kendras are switched and our bits are too. so we ride like that in our 2 HOUR paul flat lesson, god that was terribly painful but oh so good. that was my april fools day.
god i miss him soooooo much, i feel like im not able to live without talking to him at least once a day....... he has a girlfriend and im so jelous. i feel and need him. i feel like im in love, and i prolly not, but i really do think i am. yes kendra and amadna would say NO rachel your not! you need to get over him. but NO i dont, i love him soooo much i dont kno what to do with myself when i think about him and the situation, im so stupid, should have never broken up with him and im wondering if i get one more chance. hes and horses and skool work when it comes to it, is all that goes through my mind, GOD SANDY IS SO DAMN LUCKY! sigh. i dont kno. i think i love him!
god i miss him soooooo much, i feel like im not able to live without talking to him at least once a day....... he has a girlfriend and im so jelous. i feel and need him. i feel like im in love, and i prolly not, but i really do think i am. yes kendra and amadna would say NO rachel your not! you need to get over him. but NO i dont, i love him soooo much i dont kno what to do with myself when i think about him and the situation, im so stupid, should have never broken up with him and im wondering if i get one more chance. hes and horses and skool work when it comes to it, is all that goes through my mind, GOD SANDY IS SO DAMN LUCKY! sigh. i dont kno. i think i love him!