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OK, so now everything has switched around....AGAIN! im going to Orme and i no longer have any feelings for Charlie. Well scratch that. Charlie was my first love and i will always have feelings for him knowing that. But tonight i went to a 4th of July party at my dads boss's house. And i have wrote about his son before....Mickey. So to cut the story short in the end we made out. I was unsure about it cause of my feelings for Charlie. But I look back on it now and realize that i really needed that. Charlie may have been my first love but I was going to have to get over him anyways going to Orme and all. Im glad that me and him can still be friends but i dont need to be anymore than that with him. I loved and love him still but I need to move on...even if i had never felt those feelings before....