Feb 10, 2007 22:21
I don't get it. What do I have to do for my dad to acknowledge me as an adult? I've got a chance to move out but every time I bring it up he brings up the car payment and how I don't make enough to pay for it. I love the car I'm driving now but I know I can't afford the payments but in order to do that I'd have to get a job in my chosen field or in a company that I work everyday and well according to those companies my one day off for school is too much for them and I don't fit into their company because of that.
I have the income to move out and to live comfortably but not at what I do now. Although I can say that I think that at times my family lives above what they make. Have I done that? One time I did but that was some time ago before I got engaged and starting saving money. I don't get it. I'm thinking that it'd be best for me to move out, my stress level would go down I'd probably start drawing more and doing more art period. Also I'd be in better health, maybe that one I don't know. So I might just have to sacrifice the car and get a used one to get around. I don't know. I do know that I want to move out and my sister or well the oldest one along with my mom and well Elise too think that'd it'd be for the best but I guess for some reason I'm worried what my dad thinks. Funny huh? Well I'm going to look for a used car and to see what I can afford. Well thats it I needed that. Thank you for reading all this.