A new beginning......
So I sit here watching Jet Li's Fearless (the domestic version) and so far I'm impressed that they didn't change any of the story. Any of you that know me well enough know that I love gung fu movies and know about this countries ways of screwing up some pretty good films. Anyways to talk about the topic of this post.
I haven't posted in a very long time and yet tonight I seemed driven to write something. I feel that my life is at a new beginning. I didn't graduate this quarter due to a technicality and the school wanting to start enforcing its rules after not doing so since I started there. So anyways I was crushed about not graduating but I saw it as a blessing. My work was not good enough even though it was good in the sense that I knew what I was doing. The work it self didn't go together and didn't feel like a finished product to me and probably to my teacher and academic director. I failed at that and it opened me up to the fact that I need to create things that not only please me but are tuned to what I like and love. Also it wasn't bringing any praise to the talents God gave me and ones that I've learned over time. I've started thinking of new characters to model and how they will flow together in more of a story type of way so that they are not random characters thrown together. More to the point I'm going to create characters that fit into a gung-fu setting. While I'm not the best story teller I would like to ask for the help of someone who is basically my older brother and good friend, Crow. Crow if you read this please give me a call so we can talk about maybe coming up with something.
Also, I feel this urge to go back and train in wing chun gung fu or more so re polish my Yip Man techniques and start my new journey in learning Hyung Fy Yi Wing Chun Gung Fu. I know this might be because I'm watching a gung-fu movie right now but I've had this urge for a while now so who knows.
I'll be married in 2008, yes we changed the date yet again but this time its final and for the best it gives us time to save money and come up with an idea of what we want to do for it.
I also feel that while I like video game development, I feel that God might be leading me into youth ministry. It sounds weird, me possibly being a youth pastor? For those of you that truly know me it probably does sound like a joke or just a really weird turn in career choice. I'm having a meeting with the youth pastor I'm assisting right now about an internship at the church I attend.
I don't really know what the future holds all I know is that God will guide me through it all to my destination. At this point I feel blessed for all the people in my life, all my friends, family, my fiance, Elise. All of you have played a huge part in my life and my journey in this world. As always I would lay my life down for all my friends and family. Well I fell that this is all that I need to say or well what needs to be said. Feel free to comment if you like. Wow this was a long post, my longest one I think. Peace out.
I haven't posted in a very long time and yet tonight I seemed driven to write something. I feel that my life is at a new beginning. I didn't graduate this quarter due to a technicality and the school wanting to start enforcing its rules after not doing so since I started there. So anyways I was crushed about not graduating but I saw it as a blessing. My work was not good enough even though it was good in the sense that I knew what I was doing. The work it self didn't go together and didn't feel like a finished product to me and probably to my teacher and academic director. I failed at that and it opened me up to the fact that I need to create things that not only please me but are tuned to what I like and love. Also it wasn't bringing any praise to the talents God gave me and ones that I've learned over time. I've started thinking of new characters to model and how they will flow together in more of a story type of way so that they are not random characters thrown together. More to the point I'm going to create characters that fit into a gung-fu setting. While I'm not the best story teller I would like to ask for the help of someone who is basically my older brother and good friend, Crow. Crow if you read this please give me a call so we can talk about maybe coming up with something.
Also, I feel this urge to go back and train in wing chun gung fu or more so re polish my Yip Man techniques and start my new journey in learning Hyung Fy Yi Wing Chun Gung Fu. I know this might be because I'm watching a gung-fu movie right now but I've had this urge for a while now so who knows.
I'll be married in 2008, yes we changed the date yet again but this time its final and for the best it gives us time to save money and come up with an idea of what we want to do for it.
I also feel that while I like video game development, I feel that God might be leading me into youth ministry. It sounds weird, me possibly being a youth pastor? For those of you that truly know me it probably does sound like a joke or just a really weird turn in career choice. I'm having a meeting with the youth pastor I'm assisting right now about an internship at the church I attend.
I don't really know what the future holds all I know is that God will guide me through it all to my destination. At this point I feel blessed for all the people in my life, all my friends, family, my fiance, Elise. All of you have played a huge part in my life and my journey in this world. As always I would lay my life down for all my friends and family. Well I fell that this is all that I need to say or well what needs to be said. Feel free to comment if you like. Wow this was a long post, my longest one I think. Peace out.