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I don't want to die here.
I don't want to die here knowing that they're coming for Sirius... It's all my fault... If I wasn't so weak...
I'm so scared. I feel like I can't cry anymore, but I don't think I've stopped crying. My body hurts. My insides feel like they're burning away. I'm covered in my own blood. I feel so sick...
I want this all to be a dream. And when I wake up I'll be warm and safe in Sirius's arms.
I don't want to die here knowing that they're coming for Sirius... It's all my fault... If I wasn't so weak...
I'm so scared. I feel like I can't cry anymore, but I don't think I've stopped crying. My body hurts. My insides feel like they're burning away. I'm covered in my own blood. I feel so sick...
I want this all to be a dream. And when I wake up I'll be warm and safe in Sirius's arms.