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Threw up twice this morning. And then just went back to sleep. I don't want to do anything, because doing something requires moving and thinking and living. Which I don't want to do right now.
I didn't even get up to make anything for Harry. I don't know what he did for food, and I feel bad. I'm supposed to be taking care of him. But... I just can't right now. And I'm sorry for that. Some guardian I turned out to be.
The next full moon is coming up soon, and I'm scared that I won't be able to keep the potion down. Bad things will happen if I can't.
But worrying about that also requires thinking.
Which is why I'm going back to bed. Maybe things will be better when I wake up again... eventually.
I didn't even get up to make anything for Harry. I don't know what he did for food, and I feel bad. I'm supposed to be taking care of him. But... I just can't right now. And I'm sorry for that. Some guardian I turned out to be.
The next full moon is coming up soon, and I'm scared that I won't be able to keep the potion down. Bad things will happen if I can't.
But worrying about that also requires thinking.
Which is why I'm going back to bed. Maybe things will be better when I wake up again... eventually.