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so today a girl came into the bowling alley to play pool with her dad. i dont know if she knows this or not.. but i stood from afar and watched her.. not in a creepy stalkerish way, but in a wow this is a girl that ive know for pretty much all my elementry years and here she is now. she is SO beautiful to me... and i know that over the years we have pretty much drifted in and out of being friends, that last year and this year we have regaind what we once had. when ever 101 dalmations is on i will always think of her, and our stupid little games we used to play. hanging upside down on the monkey bars, and playing football will always reside in my head. our HEAD OVER HEELS crushes on jon fimble that were so crazy, or alycis birthday party, this special friend of mine will be in my heart. it was weird today thinking about all of this, and for the first time i realized that in a matter of months i will honestly be leaving hollis brookline high school and moving on with my life. its not a matter or years any more, not in 6 years we graduate, or in 3 we will graduate, its in 6 months we will be graduationg, and that makes me so scared. i never want to lose any of these people that i have met along the way... there are some pretty special people out there in those walls of hbhs that i never ever want to lose. watching her today, made me realize how thankful i am of having such an amazing support group of friends, and how it is amazing... i love you all so very much. always and forever.