I know no one reads this anymore, but this is how i feel these days.....

this is my life
its not what it was before
all these feelings i've shared
and these are my dreams
that i'd never lived before
somebody shake me
cuz i
i must be sleeping

[chorus]
now that we're here,
it's so far away
all the struggle we thought was in vain
all in the mistakes,
one life ( Read more... )

bitch, you know im crazy. you talk about how crazy i am. DONT FUCK WITH ME. I ALWAYS HAVE THE LAST LAUGH. FUCK WITH ME. COME TO MY FUCKING HOUSE AGAIN, BITCH.

all i have now are memories.
all i have left of him is a shirt, a few funeral cards, and memories.
i miss him so much.
who would've known this would be so hard...
ive lost a bother.
hes gone, and i cant take it.

R.I.P.
KYLE RICHARD BELEVENDER.
i love you, and i hope your in a better place now.

i love him.
i think i really love him.
is that bad?

its been a while ( Read more... )

first off, just know im smiling from ear to ear ( Read more... )

DONT FUCKING TELL ME "GO POP SOME ADDIES" AND TELL ME THAT YOUR LIFE IS ON TRACK. BY THE LOOK OF THINGS, YOUR NOT AS GOOD OFF AS YOU PRETEND TO BE. AND TRY TO COME BEAT MY ASS!!! ILL LET YOU HAVE IT EASY. YOU SWING FIRST. YOU SWING SECOND. YOU CAN HIT ME AS MANY TIMES AS YOU WANT, I WILL NOT HIT BACK. SO COME DO IT, MISS BAD ASS. YOUR THE ONE ( Read more... )

So..
i guess its like this..
i need somewhere to stay for a little while.
im homeless, kicked out, and hated.
ive done this all before though, so ill get through.
sleeping on couches,
floors,
park playgrounds.

shit,
if anything happens to me,
just know that it was meant to be.

drama, drama, drama.
it kills.

everytime i think it cant get worse ( Read more... )

awesome weekend. i worked friday and saturday, and spent the rest of the time with carissa and angel.

i like spending alot of time with them.
new friends & a Haunted House<3

I HOLD THE KEY!!!! I GOT THE KEYY!!!

shit, good times.