Looking around..

Sep 05, 2007 16:17

Well... looking the whole world, I got a new vision of the people... a pretty kind of "the beauty by Weresh". Just a question: WHY ARE THERE SO PRETTY AND CUTE PEOPLE?!?!? AND WHY AM I ALONE? wow, getting crazy. But fellow, you see, the world is full of beauties. But sometimes we can't find the match for us. That's the problem. Maybe some day I will find this person who love me. Maybe doesn't love, but maybe this person will make me happy. Smiling, laughing, all for love, I can't remember when was the last time I smiled for loving somebody. Love... it isn't for me, don't you think? alive people can love, animals can love, but for a rare reason I can't be loved. Maybe 'cause I am son of a "dead" god -_-. Maybe 'cause I have to be alone for a mission... or maybe cause I'm not a good person. Really, I don't know why, but there's something I know: World is beauty, life it's beauty, but I don't. HAHAHAHAHAHA, sorry, but I'm not beauty, I'm not good, I'm such a demonic person who lives here with the humans. I'm not normal, really, nobody can look at me and say: yes, he is normal. All people look at me and see a very kind boy, cute, and rare, but not a normal boy. Well, "boy", I'm 20 now, I'm a "man".
Well, finishing it, "all you need is love.. all you need is love, love" :OP. Not for me, not anymore. I decided this, nobody will love me, so I will not love anyone.Capice?... I can't, that sounds terrific. Well, I correct it: Nobody will love me, but I will love them all(as a friend, as a father, as a brother, as a person, but never as a lover =(. ) *crying* yes, just tears of suffering, for all the pretty things in THIS world that I will never have. Maybe in the next I'll get good luck =(
senebty

love

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