Im so tired
I got enough hours of sleep. maybe it because i got up early today to go walking and got emotionaly bashed the instant i left the room. i balled my whole walk because i have appearently ruined my moms week because i dont have money and i ran the dishwasher but didnt empty it. im just like my gather to. :( so let me shoot myself now then. i cant live like that, being like him and Tess.
I started the sparkdiet yesterday, felt good. also went for a 5 mile bike ride and am SOOOO out of shape, its sad. no wonder im so fat. forgot my work key so i cat take Brina to the park cause i cant lock up the house.... messed up my bosses appointments this weekend... im just sucking lately. but im drinking my 8 glasses of water. lol
yesterday i should have done more, but i made my food for the week (my diet meals) and watched massive amounts of Anthony Bourdain No Reservations. very nice. Also went out with Ishah, so fun! Flea Bon and Kate are to busy to see me anymore, which is ok, i mean they have their lives to get to and all.
Im just tired and off my high alittle today, I'll pirk up, but right now i just wanna lock myself in Brinas room and play Teenage Zombies. i will refrain though!
I started the sparkdiet yesterday, felt good. also went for a 5 mile bike ride and am SOOOO out of shape, its sad. no wonder im so fat. forgot my work key so i cat take Brina to the park cause i cant lock up the house.... messed up my bosses appointments this weekend... im just sucking lately. but im drinking my 8 glasses of water. lol
yesterday i should have done more, but i made my food for the week (my diet meals) and watched massive amounts of Anthony Bourdain No Reservations. very nice. Also went out with Ishah, so fun! Flea Bon and Kate are to busy to see me anymore, which is ok, i mean they have their lives to get to and all.
Im just tired and off my high alittle today, I'll pirk up, but right now i just wanna lock myself in Brinas room and play Teenage Zombies. i will refrain though!