Making sense of my life
Got done with a week of work, and a weekend with my friend, and I feel tired, yet I also feel hopeless. I'm a 20 year old who got a 3.6 GPA leaving high school with an advanced diploma, and I'm working a job with a bunch if losers. People sho smoke pot, idiots, people who don't speak my language, people who hate their life, people who don't have a life... those are all the people there. I must fit in with the "person who doesn't have a life" category. It's pretty sad. I mean, hanging out with my friend is fun, but he just doesn't like the main stuff I like, and I tire of his constant wanting to be a villain and pretending to kill me shit. I honestly need a friend who UNDERSTANDS me, and not just likes the things I like. And I need a job that isn't going to pay me a shitty $6.50 an hour. Not to mention with all the customers that frown when they walk in pissing me the hell off, and customers being gross, disgusting pigs who have no regard for their hygiene (of themselves and my lobby). The only reason why I stay at my job is because I'm lazy, and my district manager wants me to stay and be a loser for the rest of my life >.n.>. Maybe I need to make changes to my life. I'm tired of being a 20 year old "child" who can't save up for anything worth his while because he's got friends who don't no the value of money he has no goals in life. I need a nice $10 an hour office job where I can just sit in a chair, relax, and maybe even make plans to go to a gym, and change my diet, all while having time to talk to my friends and do my journal online. I'll probably look in the classifieds right now. If there's anything you guys want to add in that'll give me some words of encouragement, I'll be glad to use them. Hope to see more people hanging around my journal! :)