I Don't Care If You Don't Care.
I just got depressed again all the sudden.
Today sucked.
Mine and Jake's plans today actually came through, kinda, then we completely ignored each other all day. We went out to Ann Arbor, and I watched him skate, which was okay. Then after....I don't know...whatever.
Yesterday, I was so bored, I layed in my bed and stared at the ceiling for like an hour. I couldn't even think of anything to think about. I just kept thinking that this is what being dead must feel like. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be.
Right now, it seems like it would be a good idea to cut ties with the entire outside world and just start sleeping as much as possible, for the rest of my life.
I need to cry, because nothing is working out right now. Everybody can just fuck off.
Today sucked.
Mine and Jake's plans today actually came through, kinda, then we completely ignored each other all day. We went out to Ann Arbor, and I watched him skate, which was okay. Then after....I don't know...whatever.
Yesterday, I was so bored, I layed in my bed and stared at the ceiling for like an hour. I couldn't even think of anything to think about. I just kept thinking that this is what being dead must feel like. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be.
Right now, it seems like it would be a good idea to cut ties with the entire outside world and just start sleeping as much as possible, for the rest of my life.
I need to cry, because nothing is working out right now. Everybody can just fuck off.