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This whole deep thinking thought process needs to stop. I'd rather just be my light hearted, giggly, slightly dumb side ALL the time then think about all this weird shit. I hate thinking that none of this may be real, that we just desperately grasp at something to make it feel worthwhile.
STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The thing is, sometimes I think so much that I forget what I was thinking about in the first place, and I have an odd feeling that if I connected it all together, I'd have something important. I know I have the key to something; I just don't know where it's at.
Overall though, I'm happy. Hopefully, I can stop thinking of the end before things even begin. I spend to much time panicking about what the future brings and not enough time enjoying my oh so beautiful NOW. I sometimes feel I have no past or present, that it's all been erased as soon as it happens. I just need to remember the good times. My life seems to fade fast, and that didn't use to happen.
On a lighter note, what up five times?