I Had To Take Off My Mittens For This
Do you ever feel like nobody is real but you?
To me, the emotions people experience, the hurt they feel, the love they want, is what makes them real.
And it's so hard to believe that every single person in this entire world can feel all that I do. It seems so chaotic, and I can't figure out if that makes me feel small, empty, or meaningless. If everyone feels this, then maybe no one is actually feeling this at all.
I just want to remember the things that make me feel alive.
I hate sitting here, realizing things and making theories. I get into things so deeply I can't remember what I was thinking of in the first place. It will feel like I have every little aspect of life and everything around me figured out, but then I lose it. For one second, everything will make sense, and then I can't figure out why.
I wish it wasn't so dark everywhere.
To me, the emotions people experience, the hurt they feel, the love they want, is what makes them real.
And it's so hard to believe that every single person in this entire world can feel all that I do. It seems so chaotic, and I can't figure out if that makes me feel small, empty, or meaningless. If everyone feels this, then maybe no one is actually feeling this at all.
I just want to remember the things that make me feel alive.
I hate sitting here, realizing things and making theories. I get into things so deeply I can't remember what I was thinking of in the first place. It will feel like I have every little aspect of life and everything around me figured out, but then I lose it. For one second, everything will make sense, and then I can't figure out why.
I wish it wasn't so dark everywhere.