I'm Sorry.
I haven't been able to get ahold of Amber...
but unless a miracle has happened, Jon is probably..not alive anymore.
This is crushing me, and it hasn't even became real to me yet.
I can't absorb the fact that Wednesday was the last time I'll see him alive, and that 6 months ago in August was the last time I saw him REALLy alive, full of life and talking and walking around.
This is making me sad really deep down, where I'm only vaguely aware of it...and I know from experience it's going to keep welling up, until I burst. So if I randomely start crying really hard, just hug me, alright?
Rest In Peace Jonathon McGill