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[wepanicinapew]

Just had one of the worst days I've had in months. Anything that could've gone wrong did. I don't want to get into any of the specifics, because I have no idea who reads this, but suffice it to say that I feel like I've made an irreversible mistake. That was my overwhelming theme for today, but it's how I've felt off and on for months now. I really hate how I feel, and I can't seem to find any way to turn it off or fix it.

I wonder what sort of big change I could bring into my life that might help me...